So long ago
It seems like it was so long ago that I had my breast augmentation. It is still something I am aware of on a daily basis, my breasts are softer than they have been but still do not feel natural. I continue to be uncomfortable lying down on my stomach, but I'm told many women with large breasts ( augmented or natural ) are uncomfortable in that position. However these things seem so minor to me, and really are just things I take note of so that I can give people honest opinions and tales of my experience.
The weather has turned cooler here, and I am finally starting to wear some of the new long sleeved shirts I bought from Victoria's Secret. Life is like a double edged sword for me right now....as much as I adore the lingering looks of approval from my hubby, I often have to remind him, " Down boy! " Something else I have noticed is an increasing interest from him where I am going when I get dressed and get ready in the morning. Like last week I took my 2 little ones to the pediatrician for a sick visit, and hubby gave me the third degree about the top I was wearing and the makeup I was putting on. The shirt was not revealing or even slightly inappropriate, but I think he's getting a little jealous? Regardless, when I get dressed and ready to leave the house or have company, I do it for me so that I can feel confident and good about myself. The initial attitude of " Let's show off the boobies! " has waned a bit, and now I am enjoying the feminine shape I see when I pass by a mirror.
As I have mentioned in previous posts, rightie is STILL higher than leftie. She also still does not have the projection. I keep praying and hoping, but there very well may be a redo in my future. I think I remember Dr. Vanek mentioning he would be able to go in an just open up the pocket a little more on the right side, and that could be done around 6 months. But I am taking a cruise at the 6 month mark so it will have to wait longer. That's why I keep praying for the best, because even though I can minimize the difference while wearing a bra, I'm pretty sure it will be quite noticeable in a bathing suit. I push the implants around and up and down and together on a daily basis, maybe one day I will wake up and not see any difference. Hey, a girl can always dream can't she?
The weather has turned cooler here, and I am finally starting to wear some of the new long sleeved shirts I bought from Victoria's Secret. Life is like a double edged sword for me right now....as much as I adore the lingering looks of approval from my hubby, I often have to remind him, " Down boy! " Something else I have noticed is an increasing interest from him where I am going when I get dressed and get ready in the morning. Like last week I took my 2 little ones to the pediatrician for a sick visit, and hubby gave me the third degree about the top I was wearing and the makeup I was putting on. The shirt was not revealing or even slightly inappropriate, but I think he's getting a little jealous? Regardless, when I get dressed and ready to leave the house or have company, I do it for me so that I can feel confident and good about myself. The initial attitude of " Let's show off the boobies! " has waned a bit, and now I am enjoying the feminine shape I see when I pass by a mirror.
As I have mentioned in previous posts, rightie is STILL higher than leftie. She also still does not have the projection. I keep praying and hoping, but there very well may be a redo in my future. I think I remember Dr. Vanek mentioning he would be able to go in an just open up the pocket a little more on the right side, and that could be done around 6 months. But I am taking a cruise at the 6 month mark so it will have to wait longer. That's why I keep praying for the best, because even though I can minimize the difference while wearing a bra, I'm pretty sure it will be quite noticeable in a bathing suit. I push the implants around and up and down and together on a daily basis, maybe one day I will wake up and not see any difference. Hey, a girl can always dream can't she?
posted by Millie @ 10/30/2007 11:07:00 AM
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