Waiting for tomorrow :)

Well I really never thought it would actually come but time flew and tomorrow is the big day! I have been so busy preparing for the big day, getting my home and work ready for me to be out of commission for a while that I don't have much time to be nervous. It's only when I sit down and actually think about the whole process that I'm going to be going through that I start to get really nervous! I have been so independent my whole life and now I'm going to have to rely on my boyfriend to take care of me and the house for a while, I think that part of it freaks me out way more than the thought of the pain.
I took a week off work and have arranged for my six year old son to be cared for the whole time, I don't want him to see me in pain since he is very sweet and I know he will worry about me, I just told him that mommy is going to the doctor to get something fixed and it's not something to worry about.
A few of my friends are really excited for me, and unfortunately I feel that a few are either jealous or mad about my decision. My mother has been a great support since she has had a face lift and tummy tuck I feel that she understands my desire to improve my post baby body.
Well I still have a lot to do to prepare so i'd better get to it.... Wish me luck :)