Nerves...

It’s a little less than a week away from my surgery and the nerves are starting to hit a little. I feel as if I have a lot to do between now and then and very short time to do it in. I am also realizing that after the surgery things will be different in my world. Not just physically but mentally as well. One issue I am struggling with is the fact that before I wasn’t afraid to let people know that I was getting the surgery, I was happy to announce to those I felt comfortable with (minus my dad..having trouble with that one). Who wants their father to know something like this? I can only imagine how uncomfortable we both will be once it is out.
I am starting to realize that for a person that never had anyone stare at her chest before, that is going to be the topic of discussion and it is truly freaking me out. I can't even fathom what my husband will be feeling knowing that people are going to be staring. On one hand he might like it, ha ha but on the other how awkward would that be for him. It's definitely something we both are going to have to get used to.