One week before surgery

Here's my story...So, why do I want breast implants? Well, I started wanting them when I was young, around the time most girls start to develop them and I never did. As the athletic middle child I was never blessed with what my two sisters and my mother were blessed with. I remember as a child I used to pray for breasts, and when I finally got my period at the late age of 16, I was still flat as a board. I stuffed my bra, then and still do now, I was overly obsessed with having them.

It seemed as if every one of my friends had them, every woman I was surrounded with had them except me. When it came to dating in high school, I wouldn't date any guys from my own school, for fear they would tell everyone. I dated guys from different schools and would never let them touch or even get a glimpse at them. I was so insecure and felt awkwardly inadequate.

Now, I am 24 years old, I developed a little bit, (finally!) I am a bigger A cup. I have been really busy the past few years, traveling around the world, working as a model for a number of companies, fashion designers, sporting events, fashion events, and doing countless photo shoots. Doing the kind of modeling I do, breast implants weren't necessary, they want natural in the industry. But now as I am wrapping up my modeling career I want to do what I have always wanted to do: and that's to have the bigger breasts I have always wanted!

My surgery is exactly one week away, it will be next Tuesday, Sept 30. I chose Dr. Tom Pousti, in San Diego, CA. I am getting the new, advanced silicone implants, and want to go a full C. I am somewhat nervous, anxious, but very much excited. I have everything I need to prepare for it — my meds, a comfy bed (have to sleep upright for the first four nights), lots of movies, and people to take care of me and give me company. Lets just say this is what I have been waiting for as young as I can remember... and yes, I have high expectations so I hope and pray they will satisfy my desires.